On the 2nd of January, Emma came to Singapore to surprise me :) it was indeed a very very lovely and wonderful surprise, best new year's gift ever :)
Her visit to Singapore this time round means a lot more too. It's definitely great to see her again after so long. Those 2 weeks have been amazing :) Besides that, her visit, in some sense, is also a healing point for me. She has managed to kick some sense into my silly mind and help me to 'wake up'.
I must admit, I have been selfish for the past few months since I've came back. I don't think I've been fair to the many others around me who are concern about me - my family and friends..
It's time that I really move forward now and stop wallowing in self-pity, and stop making others worried about me. I've been selfish enough for the longest time.
Thank you bestie, for giving me the kick in the butt that I needed, for daring to tell me things that not many people have dared to say to me but yet is what I needed to hear, for helping me to see things from a different perspective once again. I'm really glad that you came :) Really, thank you so much bestie - more than you know.
So, my 2012's resolutions are still pretty much the same - to be happy, to be thankful, to persevere on and also another add on, to cherish every moment :)