i just can't seem to find my thumbdrive!! )': i doubt i can get it back since i think i dropped it in school. though i remember very clearly that i put it in my bag.... unless it somehow manage to drop out of my bag.. which is probably what happened.. aiis ):

well, the gd thing is that nth important is inside the thumbdrive... the bad thing is that, it's my one and only workable thumbdrive! and i need the thumbdrive! but then, i've lost it alr!! )':

why am i so carelessssss??!
so angry with myself ):

i just have a feeling that this module -International Business- might just be my 'nightmare' module for my final sem in poly... looking at the lecture slides, the handouts and all makes my stomach twist into a tight knot.

the 'train' has started..

i know i've repeated myself several times already, but im still trying to deny the fact that im....

im starting sch next week already.

great. time to get busy (and let's hope it's not too busy. like the previous sem.. i've practically drowned myself in all the projects, presentations and whatnots.. even my wkends are being eaten up) not that sch is totally bad.. it's just the thought of the modules that i've to take (international business - this module is a killer to begin with, not to mention the other modules), the projects that i've to do and the presentations to prepare....

well, the gd thing to all is that, i've no sch on thursday and on tuesday i only start sch at like.. 2pm? till 4pm. yup. 2 hrs only. (but perhaps this means that the supposedly 'free time' we have are to be used for working on our projects?) owell, whatever. i'll just have to face it when it comes.

like it or not. sch is starting next wk..


*time for some self-convincing...*

i woke up tdy, to many sms-es on my phone. many thanks to all who wished me over sms/facebook/friendster/face-to face. haha (: had dinner with my family ytd night at sunset way. ate steamboat/bbq. the food was not bad, and we were all like superrrrr full. haha.

so yup, im 19 already. the last "-teen" that i'll have. next year, i'll start with a "2-" already... haha. by God's grace, He have brought me through the past 19 years, and blessed me with a great family and also blessed me with many friends, especially some of them whom i hold close to my heart.

i feel so super loved and blessed (:


super nice and creative present (: this 'card' is made of wood. i doubt i'll ever be able to do something this nice... ok. i think i won't even be able to think abt doing such an idea. considering that all these while, my art has been ... you know. ya. and i dnt have much of creative juices in my brain.. haha. thanks alot! (:

a very heartwarming present (: im rly touched beyond words seriously. this hand-knitted scarf is rly super pretty. love the color, the pattern, the design, everything la. i dnt think i'll be able to knit smthg this nice. in fact, i cant even knit lor (i dnt have much talents la. cnt knit, cnt draw...) haha. and to think abt the time and effort put in to knit the scarf.. i think saying thank you also not enough..

stdy's my last day at work. my HR manager and colleague treated me to a farewell lunch ytd. we went to a german restaurant at Millenia Walk. i think it's called, Paulaners (dnoe how to spell). the ambience is really nice. makes you feel like you're overseas. haha. the food there is really nice, and we had a good time chatting over the meal. then tdy, they gave me a box of Royce chocolates as a farewell gift. so nice of them (:

im really glad to have them both as my colleagues. they're very patient and willing to teach me, like even if it's not necessary for them to tell me stuffs, but they will still teach cos they want me to understand what im doing and why i've to do what im doing.. to get the big picture. i've gained quite an experience. this job is quite different from the previous office jobs that i've done before.. really enjoyed working here for the past 5 weeks.

so, i've approximately 1 more week of hols before sch starts. amazingly, 6 weeks just flew passed like that. the thought of sch starting soon makes me feel... you know.. the "dread-y" feeling.. ya. i need to think positive laaa... positive positive positive!! .... -sigh-