just happen to be thinking abt decision-making...

life is full of decisions. i know this sounds cliche but, i think it's rather true.

for some people, life seems rather "smooth", whereby the road in front of them is paved for them already. for some, not.

i feel that in my life so far, i often come to crossroads. should i walk down the left lane? or the right lane? and i always struggle with the numerous What-Ifs that appears in my mind. haha. that's why sometimes i tend to over-worry just too much. im someone who dislikes the unknown. i guess maybe everyone does too. and im someone who does not like to make a decision, only to back out later.

but, i guess, decision-making is God's way of teaching me. teaching me to learn how to make better decisions in life and to teach me to have faith in Him. sometimes, i will wonder "did i make the right decision?" and then my pessimistic side will come out and my mind starts to be over-filled with all the What-Ifs and Then-Hows. but then, ive learnt how to have faith in God. that no matter what decision i make, though i may feel insecure about the decisions, He will be there to lead me through them.

sometimes, after making a decision, things may not seem to be going the way you want it to be. but, for everything that happens, there is a reason behind it and a lesson to learn, it's only a matter of time, and patience, that we get to see the big picture (: