ok, im not supposed to be here .... but well, im taking a short break from all the studying .. so. haha.

i've fallen sick again. been coughing for abt a week alr. so hopefully i'll recover before the exams ... pray for me ok?

exams are rlllly near, in fact, it's nxt friday )': im super scared for my exams. rly. im rly scared that i will fail and have to retake the module. aiis. rly dnoe what else to do [well, besides studying of course] except to just keep praying to God, asking Him for guidance and trusting in Him. i rly need to learn to have more faith in Him and trust that He will take care of everything. i know that He has alr planned the plans for me, and it may or may not be the way i wished it to be. but well, "not my will but Yours be done" (: i guess our understanding is just too limited to understand why God does things this way, but no matter what happens, it's definitely in our best interests. so! it's a BIG lesson of faith i need to learn!! .... self-reminder: need to stop over-worrying too much. XP and thank God that there are always friends around me to encourage me and be there for me when i need them! :D

yuexing, cheeping and carmen are having their prelims soon. so the 4 of us have been studying together in church every sunday for the past few weeks. though i may nt be studying the same thing as they are studying, but it just feels nice to be studying together, encouraging each other when someone feels tired. haha.

ok. i've rested enough alr. have to get back to my books... i can hear them calling me ............ haha XP ok. not funny. byebye