so, finally. the attachment stuff is settled. I will be attaching to the company that uncle timothy is working in. as for whether or not i'll be going to china. it depends lar. maybe i might, maybe i might not. but i guess it doesn't rly matter. cos at least i have an attachment now (:

it's a rly troublesome process. many things to settle and all that. and previously fretting over the overseas stuff. there are also times when i feel that the whole process is becoming rather tiring and i felt like taking the shortcut, which is to just forget abt the overseas thing and just let the sch place me to some company for attachment.

Seeing how my other classmates seem to get their attachment rather smoothly makes me feel kind of demoralized cos i will wonder how come it seems that i have so many things to consider and settle, while others seem to have their attachment so easily. but then, i guess there are lessons that God wants to teach me through this whole attachment thing. and one impt lesson that ive learnt is to have faith in Him.

and God is always amazing. Seeing how He has lead me thus far, im rly rly grateful.

even though i may nt be going overseas, which i initially hope to ... but. well, im nt complaining. cos i know that God has His plans for me in His own time. (:

"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see."
- Hebrews 11:1