super tired cos of the IEF proj. seems like it is never-ending! each time after we consult ms wong, there seems to be something wrong or something lacking. help!! i've been doing ief ever since last thursday. it's been a week! and im still doing ief proj on saturday AND sunday and monday. first time doing proj on a sunday..... gdness. my brain is starting to process things much slower. im too tired alr. so, sorry if i take awhile to answer you alright, it's not that im ignoring you. it's just that i need time to understand what you are saying. haha.

2nd term has only just started ............ this is mad. and all i can think of is... SLEEP.

when im stressed/depressed/sad/worried/emotional/down/lost/whatever, all i want to do is sleep. cos when i sleep, besides the occasional weird nightmares which aren't real, the real things bugging me can leave me alone for awhile. but yes, i've to face reality somehow.

my mood for the week so far: down down and down. and it's not only just because of IEF.

please tell me tdy is June 9th 2007... please. and then i can live in self-denial [with reinforcement from you pple. haha] and then i can start my holidays all over again ...

aiis. how i wish :/
i must be dreaming too much alr.

it's time to accept reality. yup. school's starting...

had pianist training in church tdy. thank God for letting me learn through others how i can serve and praise Him with my fingers and my heart. as what twinkle had said, there's always room for improvement. we are here to learn.

it was a very enjoyable and fun time learning frm ps.audrey. and the others. we get to learn the different styles of playing a simple song, to use our heart to feel the song and many more .. (:

super busy ever since im back from genting ... it's projects, projects and more projects. worse still, my laptop hard disk crashed and now i've got more things to do >:( but thank God that it's repaired already...

sch's starting soon!! ... why does it feel like my term break holidays have yet to start and before i know it, the 2nd term is going to start already...?

tired ...

haha! my IEF (International Economics & Finance) tutor just send an email to tell my class that we all passed our IEF ppr! yay!! my gdness. i thought i will fail.

i made a rllllly stupid mistake. one of the qns for the general knowledge section was "Where will the next G8 Summit be held at?" and, i stupidly went to write down "Singapore". After handing in the ppr, i felt like banging the wall. why in the world did i write Singapore??!!! SINGAPORE IS NOT EVEN IN G8. my gdness. i think the G8 meeting is held in Germany, not very sure abt it. I mixed up the East-Asia Summit and G8 summit. haha. the East-Asia Summit will be held in Singapore ... i think the person marking my ppr will have a gd time laughing at my answer. haha.

ok, so now there's one less subject to fret over (:

im back!

the Genting trip with my family and all my relatives was great! had a really fun and crazy time, enjoying myself alot and great bonding time too (:

lazy to spell out the details of the trip here .. haha. ask me if you wanna noe (:

well, there's project meeting tmr and on thurs ... haha. reality is setting in again... but im recharged and refreshed alr. off to sleep now, the long bus ride was a little tiring. hee (:

finally, my exams are over ... im nt rly like "wow! exams are over! yay!" ... just dnt have the exams-are-over feeling .. why huh? i dnt noe too.

it's been a crazy period of studying studying and studying. my body system is haywired and it doesn't noe when is the day and when is the night. why i say so? becos ... i spent little time slping. everyday i slp for prbly a few hours ... abt average 3-4 hrs? it's crazy. my "good friends" for the past 1 wk are eye drops and tea. haha ...

i've been feeling more and more tired each day ... and it's rly difficult ... terrible i shld say. rly no life. haha. but, the thing is, God is always great and nice to me. somehow, when im feeling rly tired and scared abt the exams, He always places someone around me to push me on and encourage me (:

anyway, i'll be going to Genting tmr, will only be back on tuesday night. a short breather for me, a time for me to reflect ... in a way. not rly sure how to say. but yes. a time to slow down, stop for awhile and reflect ... it's good to reflect once in a while (: .... and then when i come back .. it's time to complete all my projects -_-"