i've been thinking abt the OITP/ITP thing for quite some time alr ... and i need to make this decision soon ... in fact if possible. by this coming friday cos there are things that need to be approve and all that ... though the deadline is end of this month .. which isnt very far away.
i asked 3 pple for advice. and all 3 of them told me that i shld take the chance that i have now and go overseas ... to gain a whole new experience .. to have an eye-opener and see what's it like out there .. to grab that chance and go for it while i can, cos .. not many pple can get that chance.
part of me wants to go overseas. to see what's it like out there. but im scared. to go overseas alone. by myself. [well even if there might be another classmate with me lar .. but still.] and it's not like for 2 wks ... it's 2 mths .. which feels like .. 2 yrs? but i guess ... scared as i maybe .. it's still a rly good opportunity for me. it'll definitely do me good when it comes to compiling my resume.
im still scared. but i guess ... it's time that i come out of my comfort zone and learn to be more independent. so much for saying so much ... im still not sure if i'll get to go overseas with the school. it's all in God's hands. so if i do get to go ... well. then... that's it then. haa (: