something's ____ but i dnoe what...

i think im feeling like that now. rather random. not sure why too. i cnt exactly pinpoint my feeling.

i think. im starting to dread sch. all the projects are turning me off. i know i shldn't grumble. and i keep telling myself to look on the bright side. but sometimes. i just cnt help but feel tht im deceiving myself. i want to go back to previous sem. 6 wks are gone. and i still feel like. im neither here nor there. i dn rly understand most of my modules. and. the projects are rly taking up ALOT of my time. and. in abt 2 to 3 wks time. my common tests are here ):

i pray tht i have the joy and enthusiasm in me to continue to do my projects. tht in face of difficulties, i will persevere. that when im feeling rly tired, i will have the strength to continue. that when im lost, DaddyGod will guide me through. tht when im in doubt, He will clear them away. and also, thank God for blessing me with my rly good friends, for when im down, they cheer me up. and they make school a fun place to go to. for tht, im rly thankful (:

and i thank God for answering my prayers. as i had posted in one of my previous entry long ago. my common test period, which is tht 11th Dec to 15th Dec wk, clashes with the crucial dance practices week for the JTTW concert. so i prayed tht my term tests timing wld be in the late morning or early afternoon, instead of the 2 to 4pm time periods. so, im glad tht the timings didn't clash when i got to know abt the details of my term tests. and my last ppr is on the 14th. so on the 15th, which is the performance day alr, i need not worry abt being late on tht day and all. God rly works wondersss! (:

haha. not sure if anyone understands what im trying to say. but it's ok. main point. God hears each of our prayers. and when the time comes, He will give you what you shld receive. so i know that, me being so ... frustrated? over my projects and all tht are redundant. for i know that God will guide me through.

*i sound so mood-swingy in this post. HAHA.*

zoo ytd was rlly fun! (: haha. 9 of us went in the end. me, wen, lav, deb, chris, william, xiyao, zhuzheng & bennny. had loads of fun there.

had a great time during steamboat too. we talked alot. laughed alot. cooked alot. haha. and breathe in lots of smoke too lar. my eyes were like watering. oh. & i took like 100+ photos ytd. haha. in the zoo. half of them are the animals. haha. and the other half are pictures of ourselves. haha.