read Carmen`s blog just now. saw her post. well ..just to say, Carmen dear, you`re not alone (: smtimes ... smtimes i do wonder too. smtimes i have my doubts too.

i wonder what is it like up there. Is it all white, and we wear long white robes, walking ard bare feet, singing everday, laughing everytime? or is it actually just like earth here, just that there isnt any sadness, or evil-doings. that it is just all the same, but better? haa. yes. sometimes i wonder too. maybe when we go to Heaven, we wldn`t forget everything. but maybe just the bad experiences only.

God works in His own wonderful ways. i guess, there are alot of things that we question, alot of things that we dn understand as it is beyond our logical thinking and explanation. but i believe that, behind everything that happen, behind everything that we encounter, behind every question that we have in our mind and heart, behind all these, there is a reason for all of them, an answer for all of them. it`s only a matter of when we will know (: so, when in doubt, just pray to our Big Daddy up there, for He listens to each and every of our prayers (: