tdy's teachers' day celebration. went back to ctss. miss the sch and esp. my teachers so much (: went back with yanting. met many others back at sch too.

saw ms tan. still the same.haha. as cheerful as always. talked to ms chen also, still funny as ever and ms lim too (:

went to the HOD rm and chatted with ms low. heard smthg regarding her health. she looks alright now though. will keep her in my prayers. hope she`ll be alrte and recover sooon.

ytd after church, many of us dancers were busy trying to remember and practice the dance steps. haha. cos many of us have alr forgotten the dance steps haha. so nervous! cos all of us were having auditions that day. at first we thought we were going to audition in groups. who knows turned out that Gerad, the chereographer, said that he wanted us to audition one by one. haha. many of us were so scared and nervous. practice and practice and practice before each of our audition. was rather tired by then. haha. but when it was my turn, i guess i wasn`t so nervous alr. haha. too tired to think too much. haha :P the auditions went rather smoothly.

so, ytd`s dance practice wasn`t as difficult as i thought it wld be. at first was thinking of giving up, but decided to give in my best still. hehe. decided to contd to dance. though nt rly good at dancing, but well, im nt dancing for myself, im dancing for God, so as long as i give my best, i guess that is good enough (:

read Carmen`s blog just now. saw her post. well ..just to say, Carmen dear, you`re not alone (: smtimes ... smtimes i do wonder too. smtimes i have my doubts too.

i wonder what is it like up there. Is it all white, and we wear long white robes, walking ard bare feet, singing everday, laughing everytime? or is it actually just like earth here, just that there isnt any sadness, or evil-doings. that it is just all the same, but better? haa. yes. sometimes i wonder too. maybe when we go to Heaven, we wldn`t forget everything. but maybe just the bad experiences only.

God works in His own wonderful ways. i guess, there are alot of things that we question, alot of things that we dn understand as it is beyond our logical thinking and explanation. but i believe that, behind everything that happen, behind everything that we encounter, behind every question that we have in our mind and heart, behind all these, there is a reason for all of them, an answer for all of them. it`s only a matter of when we will know (: so, when in doubt, just pray to our Big Daddy up there, for He listens to each and every of our prayers (:

"Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything; tell God your needs and don't forget to thank Him for His answers."
Philippians 4:6

have been studying for the exams. dnoe why but felt rly tired studying for econs. felt worried and scared too. but thank God. prayers rly do wonders (: ytd nite b4 i slpt i was rly scared for the econs ppr tdy [heh dnoe why but econs seems to mk me extra worried :P] but i asked God to give me the peace and wisdom to do my ppr. and, tdy, b4 the ppr, i felt rly calm and at ease. nt bcos im very confident of myself. but bcos i noe everything is in God's hands. hee. and the ppr was quite ok la. nt easy but nt hard too. hehe. do-able :P

suddenly thought of wat Aunty Jane was saying to some of us in her car when she fetch some of us home after dance practice last sunday.

[before that we were talking abt smthg else and thus, somehow, leading to this conversation ..]
Aunty Jane: Do you see the word 'stress' in the Bible? can you find that word?
Us: No
Aunty Jane: thats why i dn understand how come sometimes some christians will say that they are stressed... [silence for a while] God will nv give us too much that we cnt take it.

thinking of what she said, makes me reflect heh(: God will nv give us too much that we cnt tk it

reading maketh a man ... one of the table topic tested this wk. and this topic kept staying in my mind ... dnoe why. i think that this topic is rly a rather broad easy one. there are simply so many things that a person cn say. reading rly makes a man. reading can broaden ones horizon, build up ur knowledge, give u a wider prospect of the world, it helps ur understanding, but yet that depends if u are reading superficially, or in depth.

there is this one book that i read, called My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult. it is a book that i will nv get sick off. no matter how many times i read it. each time i read it, i derived different meanings frm it. and this is the first time that after reading the book, i feel like crying. there are some phrases that the author has written that sounds so real and sad like its telling u that this is the reality of life. and it just strikes u. like u cnt help but say, yes, how sadly, but true it is. and there are some phrases in her book that rly makes u think. reading can change a person, character is not inbuilt, character is smthg that is develop over time. a person`s character can change. some pple, they read some certain books, and they can get a whole newfound meaning in life. and then they change. and smtimes, the change is nt smthg that other pple can comprehend. reading makes a person grow. intellectually.

reading is smthg that i love alot. cos there are so many things that i cn learn when i read. but the sad thing is, to find a rly gd book isnt easy. and smtimes, i get so busy that i dn have the leisure time to read. miss those days when i can just sit down on the sofa, and enjoy a gd book.