today is such a screwed-up day. a bad bad BAD day. i totally dislike today )':

first, in the morning, had ocom table topic. was SUPER nervous. on the verge of vomitting pls. was hoping so hard that ms lee wont give me a hard topic. soon it was my turn. and waiting to hear my topic is like the longest moment la. i was looking at ms lee and then she smiled at me. AND then. she gave me my 'death sentence' ha! my topic was "Keeping medical cost affordable". my mind totally went BLANK i tell u. totally. and i was busy trying to get my ideas out of my brain. that 1 minute i had for preparation seemed to pass so fast that it felt like 5 seconds only. cldn`t think of any ideas. den i went out and started to talk crap. said smthg like it is v impt to keep med. cost affordable. now there are alot of diseases around us like sars, bird flu. said smthg abt subsidy medisave and medifund. had alot of 'ah's and 'uhm' s. was kinda disappointed in myself. cos i noe i cn perform better. aiis. there`s still one more chance nxt wk. BUT im scareddd!!! aiss )':

now that was the first bad thing. NEXT in the late afternoon at 5pm, had my bsta test. aiiss. study till i go crazy for it. and then wat happen? the test qns are like i-have-no-idea-wat-youre-talking-abt. nvm yet. tried figuring out some and i cld still do the ppr. but then. i was also rly tired. cos i slept at 2 plus am ytd studying stats. cld do most of the qns BUT! the last qns!!! the 10 mark qns!! i din finishhh!!! cos i din have enough timeee!!! argh. now i hope i cn pass my bsta test cos i DON want to retest!! argh. bad day bad bad day )':

ok. have to go and amend my analysis of the econs news article. ... tiredddddd