after spending so many days like frm wed to sat staying up till the wee hours of morning like 3am ... i am mentally and physicall exhausted. all these just for CIP. writing up and compiling the proposal is not an easy task. so many things to check , check and re-check. haha. and the proposal is abt 34 pages i think. or was it 38 pages? cnt remember. but for everything bad thing, there has got to be a gd thing too eh. so i guess though im so exhausted, but the thing is after finishing the project. i feel a sense of accomplishment u noe. like. wow. at last we finished doing it. cos my grp and i din thought we cld have done it. haha (: tmr`s the presentation. and then it will be officially DONE !! at last no more CIP. haha. im SO happy pls.

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this month is the mission month in church. "to reach out unlimitlessly in the limited time" how true. when the word mission comes to mind, i think of the kids at chiang rai Grace Home. to reach out to more families in the village there and the children there too. i miss the place alot. i went there for my first mission trip. but it was my 2nd time there that rly left an impact on me. the experience you get from going on a mission trip cnt be explained but must be experienced personally.

during my mission trip there. i felt so ... so happy, relax, joyful etc. the kids there, their laughter are so genuine, the smile on their faces. their beautiful voices. listening to them sing and praise the Lord with their voices. their eagerness to learn the english language. so many so many. the experience is smthg that cnt be bought. i guess i really look forward to the next mission trip to the Grace Home again. but im not realy sure when will it be. nxt yr again? or end of this yr? i dnoe. but if i were to have the chance to go, im sure i wld go.