it`s alr like 1.20am in the morning. tired but have to get this stuff of wad i want to say out b4 i forget some of it tmr (:

tdy[friday 10 feb] seems to pass real slow. okay. so. i went back to ctss at abt 1.15 like that. was sitting at the canteen and den i heard lots and lots of things la. like our sch ave. aggregate was 25, highest for eng is B3, got pple fail eng and humans, nv do well blablabla. i was so tense up that i sorta cried la. den had to calm myself down.

getting back the results was like a blur to me. when ms lim asked me to sign on the form, i actually forgotten how to sign my signature la. really. no kidding. my hand was shaking that i had difficulty signing. then when i got back my results, i was like rather relieved. cos i thought by the looks of the teachers and the things that i heard, i thought i wld get like 21 22 like that. and den turns out i got L1R5-17. though 17 isnt realli say like waa v. gd la. but at least it was what i expected. and i get to go to the courses in poly that i want. cos my L1R4 is 14. so i was SOOO relieved that i cried and cried la. the tension just flowing out of me. crying is a way to relieve stress. haa (:

den after that mrs ali saw me den she gave me that sly look of hers haa. she ask how i fare la. told her i got 17 then she say nt bad, it`s good. haa. then i told her i was worried that i wld get 22 like that. den she was there suaning me la. she say " 22? you sure this looks like 22? really?" haa.

den ms tan also saw me den she ask me how`s my results and everything la. haa. saw smthg that attracted my attention. and then i started to tease her. haha. and she was trying to hide her hand in her pocket. haa (:

saw ms low. waa. i was so excited when i saw her. told her that i got B3 for humans. so happy. from my usual F9sss to a B3!! haa! (:

anyway. a hurdle is finally over. relieved at last. haa. but now, time to think abt my choicesss