i ain't sure wad's coming over me these few days. it seems like, somehow, the smallest things affect me greatly. i may be laughing in front of others. but somehow whn i reach home, there seems to be a sense of hidden pressure ard...

sometimes, i just cry silently at nite when im on my bed. but for what, i also dnoe. just have the feeling of crying. cnt seem to be realli cheerful anymore ....

1st wk of sch has just ended. yes. i made the public speech tdy. haa .. i was so super nervous. but, no one noes haha. cos they cldn't see my hands. my hands were shaking so so much tht my cue cards kept dropping. luckily i had the podium in front of me so my shaky hands was blocked off frm their view. haaa :))

this sunday is the daisy tan netball carnival. playing with pple frm like everywhere in singapore. cnt believe tht it is the last carnival tht we're gonna have. so like what mato' said, just have fun and make it a memorable one. realli had fun all these time, training with the recrea girls. trainings had nv been so much fun before (:

sch has started already. yup. im sec 4 already! cnt believe it. O lvls this yr...

netball carnival this sunday. wonder wad will happen. coz i think tht we are nt prepared enough yet. haizz. how?? owell.

my elder bro is going to army tmr alr. 3 wks ltr thn he'll come home. and then he will be botak!!! hahaa! :P going out ltr for dinner as a "sending off to army" dinner for kor. haha :))

ok. gtg prepare for my public speech this friday. scary la. speak in front of the whole sch. hope my hands won't shake that much....