sometimes when im alone, i'll start to think alot. i guess .. this is one of those ... moments.
pple may seem to noe me for who i am. but to sae the truth. they dun. i may or may not be what i seem to be. i guess, till now, no one realli noes me and understands me. coz i dnt tell anyone. or rather. i dnt just open up my heart to anyone and tell them everything. dunnoe why. it just seems so hard for me. so hard to tell someone ur innermost secrets and thoughts and feelings. it ain't tht easy. for me at least.
yes. it can be said tht i'm keeping things frm pple. but who doesn't? there are somethings tht just cnt be said out like that. it makes me feel .. fragile.
cos i feel that, when you trust someone, and open up yourself to them, you are taking a chance, a risk. and, telling someone more abt myself, to tell them my thoughts, feelings, secrets, problems etc. to me, it means im placing my trust in the person. and for all i know, the person might be just a facade and turn around and hurt me with my trust. i dnoe. maybe i sound pessimistic. but. sometimes, that is the truth. not that im hurt by someone with my trust before la. maybe im just too cautious or over-sensitive i guess. or maybe, i think too much ...
is it possible to have a friend that you can really trust? ...
"Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye."
