supposed to be a holiday for me tdy .. coz it's the sec2 streaming exercise .. but have to go tp\o school for training ...

training was quite tough tdy. all of us were exhausted by the end of training. but it was worth it. though the training is tough, though we had set-backs, had to re-do our throws, but it was worth it. to see how we encouraged each other and pushed each other. it's realli worth all the hard work. felt tht everyone put in their effort. cld see the teamwork among all of us. haha ((:

ms chen was shouting and scolding thru out the training. it made us feel a sense of urgency and want to perform better. i remembered the "straight-on" drill ... we realli had tht encouragement and teamwork there. i still remembered the determined faces and the encouragement frm everyone, all of us, just wanting to complete our passes with no mistakes.

had team talk after the training. we talked abt our mistakes, spent quite some time to thrash everything out. had a great time talking (:

this saturday is the carnival. hope that we could acheive our goal. well, not necessarily to win. but to know that we gave our best and most imptly, we build a even stronger sense of unity (:


"Pride comes before fall ... ... And determination picks you up again."

reached home at abt 4plus tdy ... had camp meeting in church ... hope that our camp wld be successful :))

had a scary and weird dream ytd nite

i dreamt tht i was in clementi town, and i saw my pri sch teacher at the umbrealla area[the one in clementi town lah] thn i went to the toilet near the canteen. and the toilet looks like a prison. thn when i going to come out of the toilet, suddenly got pple rush inside the toilet and starting saying something, but i cant hear at all.

after talking finish, they went out. thn i was alone in the toilet, very scary. thn when i went out and i saw this small girl tht have long and blond hair, blue eyes and the eyes are very scary, look like devil like tht. and the little girl was holding a small knife and she looked very scary. thn she like tried to stab my younger sis, so i pushed her into the toilet and closed the toilet door very tightly... and when im outside, the surroundings changed into a hotel bedroom. weird haha.

thn got this guy. dunnoe who lah. cnt remember. i think it was my younger bro. he help me to close the door and use his hammer to nail the door shut. but the little girl is like super strong la! she manage to open the door even though the door was nailed shut with alot of nails. thn she came out of the toilet and tried to use the knife in her hand to stab me and my bro. and dunnoe why, but my bro and my hands cldn't move. our hands were stucked to the door!

thn, the girl slashed my bro's hand. but dunnoe how come the knife just went through his hands, like nv cut him at all like that, as if my bro become ghost or smthg. and he started to glow.. haha. thn she tried to slash me too. but the same thing happen to me also. and i started to glow too. haha. thn i see girl's hand got alot of slashes, ike she got slash her ownself or something. then she wanted to slash my sister who is lying on the bed, but suddenly got 2 ladies appear at the door. they caught the girl and then they 3 disappeared.. from my dream.

thn my dream continued. me and my bro and sis were abt to slp, when they asked me where is their baseball. so, me and my bro and sis went frm rm to rm to find the baseball. and thn when we came to a particular rm, the door open and i saw 2 very familiar ladies. they are frm my church. they are, Pastor Ivy and Auntie Helena. hahaha. i also dunnoe how come i will dream of them. thn we asked them abt our baseball, and they said that our baseball is in our room, on our bed. so we went back to our room and there was our baseball. haha.

then, just as the 3 of us were abt to go to slp [yes, go to slp in my dreams. haha], suddenly my physics teacher came into the rm and passed to me this funny looking thermometer that has many bars and there's a red powdery substance inside it. haha. and she said, "children, it's time to take your temperatures" and then i woke up from my dream. hahahha.

what a weird dream. also dnoe is it considered nightmare or what. the little girl ... reminds me of "Little Chucky's Bride" haha.



"Fly without strings, Spread your wings."

alrte ... got back my results. my grades are ok la. pass all my subjects. so i guess i won't get retained and all tht.. haha. feeling a lil foolish for worrying so much. haha. but. i cnt help it la.. :P

happy. yes. but not veryyyy happy la. better work harder nxt yr. if not, that's it mann. heh.


"Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow."

sometimes, i think, either i think too much before i slp .. or i dnoe what. my dreams are rather ... dnoe how to describe leh. it makes me think abt what im dreaming after i wake up. owell.

the thought of wednesday coming makes me... super scared. cos we'll be getting back our results .. haizz. cnt think properly, cnt slp properly, cnt eat properly. haizz. dunnoe want to laugh or cry also.

im rly scared la. scared tht i might be retained. though i think it's not possible. but... who knows?! and then now, still got pple say that there is no more retaining, just go straight to normal acad stream. no offense to N.A pple, but i rly dnt want to go N.A too. arghh! howhowhow?!! i just pray that i will get promoted to sec 4 la.


"The purpose of life is a life of purpose."