hmm .. have not been posting for quite a long time .. busy preparing for exams ... noth much to say anyway .. at least .. for now .. mabbe i shall stop blogging untill after exams .. which is like .. Oct 13? yeah i guess so .. and my exams starts on Oct 6 .. how nice eh ... not.

been feeling scared this few weeks ... scared of my end of year .. scared that i might get retained .. scared that i cannot do well .. scared that i will fail .. scared that i dun have enuff time to revise finish .. scared scared scared ... haizz .. dunnoe wad to do .. then tdy at church ... listen to pastor seah's sermon .. feel that the sermon was somehow speaking to me ..

the sermon is abt : everyone is special in God's eye. He prepares our road for us. He has already planned for us. He knew what we are going to do before we even do anything. He is always with us. ... ...

felt that this sermon realli speak to my heart. as i know that i have been feeling scared over many things.. worrying for the tomorrows and the future ... sometimes .. i am so scared and worried that i can just cry .. though that is not often la. tdy's sermon helped me alot .. it taught me not to worry .. for God is always with me no matter what. and He has already prepare my road for me. well .. after listening to this sermon .. i feel a sense of calmness in me .. dun realli know how to explain .. but somehow .. i am not that paranoid anymore .. heh ..

anyway .. it's kinda late now .. gotta go slp ..

"When you wish upon a star, you just might become one."